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My Life is Totally Meaningless… NBD

The other day I came home and went upstairs to Munch’s room to see what she wanted for dinner. I sat on her bed, and she told me she just needed a minute to finish making a bunk bed for her dolls before she could decide. I figured that seemed like a reasonable request, and decided to be patient – like a good parent. But then I realized I had left my phone downstairs, and had a mild anxiety attack.

The Munch had taken a small stool, and turned it upside down so the four legs were facing up. She then took a wire-framed doll bed, and balanced it on top of these precarious posts. Once the top bunk was secured, she would make the bed with her little doll mattresses, blankets, and pillows.

It was usually the last pillow that would set everything awry. The weight of the tiny materials would undoubtedly disrupt the stability of the wire bed on the stool. Rather then rebalancing the bed with the mattress, blanket, and pillows still intact – The Munch would take the entire thing apart and do it all over again.

I watched this process for about a half an hour. Balancing the bunk bed, making the bed, accidently disrupting the bed, starting over.

As I sat there I realized that what I was watching was a metaphor for my artistic process. The perfection of this bunk bed is totally unimportant task to everyone but Munch. She is the only person that this bed matters to, and yet she is treating said bed like it is the most vital thing in the world.

It doesn’t matter if anyone else will see this bed. She sees it. Therefor she has to make it exactly the way she wants it, even though the result is utterly futile.

The Munch making and re-making this bed is the physical manifestation of the insanity of my existence. At that moment I realized that my life is utterly meaningless. My artistic method only holds value to me, just like the bunk bed only has value to The Munch. It became so painfully clear that creativity exists in a vacuum – and the only way to release the pressure is admit that you are the one both sucking and blowing hot air.

Just as I was about to weep tears of sorrow about the senselessness of life I realized “holy fuck Toni didn’t you also eat weed chocolate about an hour ago – and is that maybe contributing to your thought process?” But who knows?

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4 Responses to My Life is Totally Meaningless… NBD

  1. Olga Davidson says:

    Oh please! I have never heard anything more ridiculous in my life. Adelia has inherited the best quality that both you and Wes have to offer, which is making art for the sake of art, sharing and performing and honing your respective skills. Above all, both of you never give up, never stop producing, and you work really really hard at your crafts. You are true artists! Now you have a five year old, designing her dream doll bunk bed with the materials at hand and never giving up until she has it right. Did she ask for help? Did she stamp her feet and say the world sucked? Was she looking for applause? No! She made the best canopy/curtained bunk bed that elevates her My Little Ponies to serious state of Queendom-Ottoman Queendom!This was a feat of engineering genius!

  2. ipek says:

    I agree. That is the best bunk bed I have ever seen. I totally appreciate a obsessive compulive attention to detail in creative process.

  3. Nancy Reimer says:

    I also agree with both of you. She very creative. She can’t help herself!!!

  4. Nancy Reimer says:

    guess I should proofread

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