I Am So Vulnerable Right Now
“I am so vulnerable right now. No body loves me. I need organic M&M’s injected intravenously. I am ugly. My hair is stupid. I love you. Don’t leave me. Why are you running away from me? I look fat in these shoes. I don’t want to go. I want to go with you. Everybody is looking at me. Why won’t you look at me? Life is so meaningless. I feel like crying. I don’t have any ideas. I have too much on my mind. I can’t sleep. I am so tired. I am feeling really sensitive. Nobody cares. I keep trying and I am getting nowhere. Everything hurts. My nails are itchy. Why is this happening to me? This is so unfair. If I killed a spider does that make me a bad person? I feel so bad. I am hungry. There is nothing to eat. I am so starving. I hate myself. These sweatpants are too tight. I want to be alone. Come hang out with me. I feel so exposed. Go away.”
-Me… on my menses moon cycle…
“Munch… where are you going? Come back! I need you!”
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